It's late in the evening by now and it's cold outside and it's raining. Balou (and Isabel also by the way) has been sleeping all day (partly with me) and thought, 'you know what, it's raining, I'm going out now!'
Already entered 2x cloak wet to fill his belly and play with a captured mouse and leave again. Leaving me a dead mouse. Whether I want to clean up the effe. πŸ˜–
borstkanker

But, uh, quiet, huh, around the updates to my breast cancer. πŸ˜‰
Not much to report, what you don't already know. The itch is still there and the paracetamol still soothes the misery. Okay, I've gotten a little bit more tired the last week. Got sleep in between again (of a few hours), but I also got full of it when I got the energy back. So now we only found what can and cannot be done at the place and border.
But also Reiki I still give myself every day. Meditate and make sure that I am well founded in Mother Earth, even though that is not always easy to me, but still.

But by now I do have something to report again.
Last Monday, the time came. The conversation about surgery with the surgeon. First seen my photos of the MRI. June and October.
Guys, guys, what a huge mass in June and what a nothing in October. Bizarre when I look back those months and now. As fast as it seemed to have come, it's gone again as fast.
Whether I'm a bofbips? Yes, that's how I feel.
Not only do I feel worn by my dear friends, but also by the 'other side'. For example, I feel my mom and dad so often with an arm around me. But also the team of practitioners. Despite all the misery, this will stay with me for the rest of my life. The warmth and love around me. Even after months of being ill, the group is not thinned out and that feels great.

The surgeon was therefore able to tell me with certainty that the surgery will be breast - saving. My biggest fear doesn't come true. Not ordinary!
Tears rolled down my cheeks. Not that I cried, but still they rolled. Of pure happiness and relief.
What she couldn't give certainty about was the removal of the lymph nodes. Ten lymph nodes were the spool with metastases. Those are also 'clean' on the MRI. But during surgery it will show how many glands should be removed. The gland in which the marker is contained is removed anyway and will be examined by a pathologist during surgery. The ex-tumor of the breast too, but I get that rash 2 weeks later. If that is not entirely good, then a second operation will follow.


Now the oncologist told me I would get another 6 months of chenezing, should cancer cells still be found. So now I'm a little confused and going to check that further tomorrow.
The oncologist didn't tell either, what the surgeon did tell is that after the radiation, I hang on the infusion for immune therapy for another year. Now no more with 2 medications as now, but with 1.
That surprised me quite a bit. So get some clarity through the oncologist nurse.
The fact remains, that it is breast - saving. And I don't really need to know more. Handy, that is.

On February 4, it will happen. January 4 is my last infusion with immune therapy. So rest in the cabin and the operation.
Assuming, by surgeon and myself, that 1 lymph node is removed and tissue around the marker in the chest. If 10 lymph nodes are removed, I do have a serious problem. Because of my heart, I'm already holding fluid and that's not going to be less when 10 glands go out. Especially in my arm that will be, and I'm not going to be happy because I'm right and the glands are also on the right. But that's doom scenario and I feel behaving and a mumps, so just 1 gland and done.
As I am writing now, I remember that there is another radiological marker in the chest. Do I forget to ask if it goes out immediately during the operation. Expect it, actually. Also a few more questions.

Where I sit with my mind while I have questions again?
. ehm well. effe party built. All of the nice things bought and burned up (shouldn't lose weight from the oncologist, so I can do that 😁)
And no further thought.
Hooked up for Christmas and so busy hooking up with fun stuff. I'm sure another blog will come across.
Now I have everything back in a row and the follow-up questions. ☺️


In other words, being prosecuted.

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