Anitabc

· 16 Mar 2022

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#onwards

So much happened last year.
It has taken so much time to get up on top of it, I've been back away.
Last year, my husband left without saying anything, without leaving a message, without saying goodbye.
This has done a lot with me and the kids.
After he was away for a while, we had things back on the ride, I found out that it was better.
How much I fought, how much I had given up for his happiness and especially fighting alone I was tired of. I knew at that time, that it had cost a lot of energy. Now I can give the kids what I promise them, I have more energy and the kids have more peace and love. I have discovered myself here and even have work. Dare to dream again, look after the future. I have energy again to paint, make cards, do fun things with friends and diamond painting. My kids have their mother back and I also have new hobbies. Reading makes me calm and now do yoga and meditation. That gives peace. A totally different person but not. I've found myself stronger than I thought and kids get used to a new situation quickly. I've learned to be proud of myself and even more of what I have. To enjoy small moments. And to fight and go on, not knowing what's to come. But in the end everything will go better. I hope to be able to inspire people with this post. That giving up never costs an option. And that fighting is certainly something, but never forget to stand for yourself. Never forget yourself or put you in the last place. Because if you love yourself, you are a more fun person and you have more love to give.