Dissatisfaction...
A day that started with our fixed pattern. Even though it's been pretty much rusted, and that's not entirely positive.
The alarm clock went far too early from husband sweet. He but also sure, I just have too much trouble getting out of the warm comfortable bed, where I slept around my new wool filled pillow before the first time.
After 10x pruning, all the strength and courage gathered together, and reluctantly rolled out of bed.
On my way to the freezer to grab a bread I step barefoot on a sharp thing. Trust me, you're awake. It turned out to be a broken toy ball of the kittens. Stefan comes downstairs and looks at me as cozy as I feel.
With the cold bread in my hand I walk through to the coffee machine.
Yesterday morning I had to wake up without a nice cup of nespresso, just because I was late to order. But for them I have so much coffee that I can provide the whole village with a good cup of tea.!
Packed and collapsed stefan leaves for his job. And I crawl on my green coloured velvety chair in front of the TV. It's just still dark outside, so enjoying my view it won't be him yet.
After 3 cups of coffee, it's time to get the bread drums and breakfast ready for the girls, because yes school I hear calling.
Like every morning it gives the necessary resistance at number 2, although number 1 is not happy either. For this morning I just put them in the shower, where I made THE big mistake of putting them under neat together. I come to the discovery that my chosen training for sports masseur was not a good idea for now, because I could have gone for the police academy, or yet lawyer.
Kids to School. Mom time, no time for coffee. I feel it's going to be a long day. In addition to the coffee, I have a bottle of water, of course with a waterdrop in it.
Now I can enjoy the view when I sit on the chair. With great pleasure I see how the birds are busy looking for food. The tit bulbs, pots of peanut butter, mealworms, peanuts and all that straw stuff may be replenished, because as the birds are getting colder, the birds need more fats and nutrients.
The moment I realize this, I feel a gnurch in my stomach. I too have to eat. I've been up his 3 hours by now and 4 cups of coffee isn't really a good bottom. Sigh, then make a sandwich.
I'm pouring my sandwich in the chair and I decide to open my Facebook. After scrolling through the necessary messages I get worse green and yellow. The meddling, dissatisfaction, judging each other, finishing the verbal, it's getting crazier. This makes me notice that I also have less and less space. But that it takes me a lot of energy not to respond to messages.
I also remember that it's just no longer allowed to give your opinion. For example, I don't dare to post that I'm making a delicious hachee. Or whether I want to go on holiday/go to curacao. That I'm proud of our renovation. Or complaining because raising the ladies is a challenge.
It's just wise to keep your mouth shut in this day and age.
Even though I notice it's going to break me up. More and more I notice that I have a short fuse. I unintentionally snark someone. I don't really want that, I'm not like that. Yet it happens.
At some point I wanted to comment on a message I read on 'party book'. Oh really I had a mega story. yet I was able to remove it before it was too late.
Now, now I'm writing this story. A story I want to do more often.
There are times when I'm bursting with ideas to write down, but somehow it doesn't work out.
For now, I've been writing this story for several days. Not because I don't have time, or because I don't have inspiration, but more because I want to write down too much. I want to write about the frustrations, the ugly stories I hear around me, annoying moments of the day, bottlenecks from my past. There's so much haunted in my head. My pitfall is that I want too much again. but?
Let this be my whining moment.
I'm going to end it. hope to write a short story ever again. or a novel? Or a book with different short stories?
We'll see it.
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