I am starting to realize that the way I have viewed myself is a complete distortion of reality.

I have always had this idea that I am a troublesome, negative, irrational,lazy,selfish,self-centered drama queen.

And because I believed this about myself there are years that I subconsciously focussed on moments in my life where I did in fact act this way.

Like, one hysterical fight somehow becomes an entire self-image and ultimate confirmation that I am indeed the embodiment of all these negative things.

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