Hailey Alexis Stinson

· 21 Jul 2021

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He is what I was

"Stay, I need you here for a new day to break
Stay, I want you near, like a shadow in my wake. "
- Poets of The Fall "Stay Forever"

Long distance relationship. Most of us had at least one relationship of that type. Well, currently I'm in it. Together we spent days and nights together. Almost 8 months. I never imagined that such a love will crash into my life. Everything between us happened so fast, but so slow at the same time.

He is what I was before. Anxious, closed, not able to see the light. He is all the darkness I was stuck in, and still am I. Never knew that my past can catch me that way. Now I have the chance to love someone, to show the light. To keep him away from the darkness. Even tho sometimes I find it really hard.

Sleepless nights with him, I had way too many. At some point, my sleeping schedule was really messed up, because of our time zones and that 8h difference. In these sleepless nights I cried a lot, to the point when I had no more tears left. But even about that I was so wrong. I still have a lot of tears to cry, when we argue and tell the truth straightforward.

He made me so weak, but so strong at the same time.
He made me raise my banner, just to let him in.
He made me bleed, but at the same time he was the one always stopping the bleeding.
He did a lot for me, and I did a lot to him.

Our relationship is not perfect, but together we grow stronger every day. And for these 8 months, I saw that my life is nothing without him. That's why we decided to get married there. It's long way to go, but we believe that we can do it.

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