You know there is a feeling of something confusing. The feeling of the past, the feeling of heartbreak, the feeling of being in love, the feeling of being with someone. That's the feeling I have been feeling for some time now. The damn feelings makes me a human. Even though I don't want to feel emotions again. I wanna be numb to all the negative vibes and bad omen. I want my feeling of numbness back. Staying positive for a long time and faking a mask every day have me exhausted. I’m tired of this world. I’m also tired that we are not taking environmental precautions. I’m tired of being disrespected for a long time. I wish I could turn back time and smack myself in the head for having feelings in the first place. Memes are only there for you in the time being. I want to be with a friend who understands and let me cry all the pain until I’m numb from it.
#heartbreak #confused #numb #feelings #positive

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