I feel so alone.
I feel so alone
I have never felt such a strong thing. I have the need for comfort, someone who puts the arms around me and gives me the feeling of security, that it will be okay, and I will remain firm.
I too am human and I need it. Only, my parents have never been able to give me this. My family lives too far away. And with friends it is different.
All my life I walk on without being comforted. that didn't need soft, but just uber hard. Only now I want a long, firm hug. A comfort. I want to be comforted.
I get softer. I'm getting more sensitive. I want to be grabbed. I'm not so hard at all. I miss him. I'm shocked by the whole accident. I'm shocked because he didn't survive. I'm shocked that we were so far on the globe. I felt so alone. I want to be comforted. I don