If my head will but my body won't
What a tough time it's been. And my body has reacted strongly to it. They call it an upsurge. I felt like a truck had driven over me for days.
And pain gets you exhausted again. It's a vicious circle that's hard to get out of. My head doesn't come to rest either. I'd like to do so much. Just a little rest and then...
Just a little more...
Oops, it's 4:00, the kids are coming home, quick to get in motion. Forcing myself to make food and really do what is necessary to then pop into the seat by 8pm when I have turned around the garden at 12pm. I hate it when my body is like that. Even after 15 years, I can't accept that I #fibromyalgie # and #cvs # I have.
I know for myself that staying busy helps me not to get under it psychically, but at such moments I would like to put the pressure of the world aside.
Zo werkt het nl voor mij ook ..het vreet energie om het eronder te houden en vaak onbewust, sterkte