jealous people

You get jealous when I talk with other guys. Understandable, because most of the guys I talk to had, or have a crush on me. And now that you're out of the country, we are both having a hard time. Is it wrong for me to still enjoy the attention I get from others? Is it okay to smile when they admit their never to be answered love to me? We both know (or so I hope) that I will never answer them. Because it is you I want.

You are a jealous person.
And that's okay. Because jealousy is an act of fear. The fear of losing something. Or in this case, someone. Me.
You are afraid to lose me, and I like that. I more than like it. I kind of admire you for it. It's exciting, and part of me just wants to see how far I can go. I want to see, just when your jealousy overpowers your trust in me. Because I know you trust me. And I will do everything in my power to keep it that way. Because I don't want to lose you.

I am a jealous person.
Just like you, I am afraid of losing someone. Or in this case, you.
And now that you're out of the country, that fear has been growing every second of every day that you're not here. Because even though you keep telling me that you will never leave me, I fear. I fear for you coming across someone there, better than me. Because I know you can get better. You could find someone there, capable of doing all these awesome, but dangerous things with you. The things I can't. Not because I am not there with you, but just because I simply can't.