Pre Pubescent Wastoid

This is one of my songs, and it is a song meant to be against the abuse of women.

Pre Pubescent Wastoid.

Eyes of purple, eyes of blue,
the color of the pain I inflict on you,
this cant be love, its half anger and half rage.

Fists of stone, Paint you black and blue,
I do these things because you force me to,
there is a darkness in me that we cant deny.

Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
though no one but you love can see.
Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
the shadow of the man I used to be.

you fell in love with a broken man,
pieces cant be stuck together again,
wish what you like, it may never come true.
by the time Im done youll be broken too.

ill hurt you in ways you never thought before,
ill cut you down right to the core,
give you my love, then take it away,
your just a pawn in the games I play.

Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
though no one but you love can see.
Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
the shadow of the man I used to be.

you say you love me, i know the truth,
I say over and over while i scream abuse,
ill make you afraid of how I really feel,
there are some scars love, that may never heal.

small drops run scarlet down your chin,
a mangled bird in my house of sin,
toxic love mixed with vengeful hate,
Ill make you pay for my mistakes.

Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
though no one but you love can see.
Guess Im just a pre pubescent wastoid,
the shadow of the man I used to be.

I wrote this song about the years of abuse I witnessed my mother being the victim of,
if you have ever heard anyone say or do these things to you, you are probably a victim of abuse too.
no matter who you are you deserve better and need to seek out help.
#mentalegezondheid #abuse #sad
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