MY MODING HAPE... how much longer?
Here we go again, we are together again today, forced from body to body and no less than hours at a time.
I count the minutes and my longing grows for the moment when I will literally rip you off my head again.
With great reluctance, I take you in my hands for the umpteenth time.
I breathe deeply in and out and let you gently end up against my face.
Your 'skin' feels so harmless and pleasantly soft.
You're protective, and I didn't expect my feelings of disgust towards you.
Without you, I can't work right now.
And actually, I should be super happy that you're coming to reinforce me.
You offer me protection and so on to all those close to me...
I don't mean to sound ungrateful, but, you know, I'd rather not wear one.