Once upon a time...:):

Nataszz

· 24 Oct 2021

Once upon a time...:):

Once upon a time. Haha tja we know that story in several variants by now. Until a few years ago I was really convinced that I had found my once upon a time and the prince on the white horse, dreams can't be.? As a Disney fanatic and hopeless romantic, you only dream of one thing, right? JUST hop on your knee in front of that castle and get married in a cashout dress, right? 👼

Unfortunately that changed when my prince took the hare path on the white horse, Joost gets to know what the best kid is doing today, where he lives or if he does it at all. I don't know and honestly I care particularly little too, breaking up always does a little bit bad. But from experience I can tell you even more if you didn't see it coming at all anyway it has made me who I am today. Jap that one distant, complex case, you know that has been pretty damaged by the various tricks she did. In my mind I hear my mother and my mother n best friend “You can't shave everyone over one comb. yes I KNOW, but I still manage to open up to some news in practice. My inner flight system is well on edge.

The distress called dating.

For a while I swore it off, it didn't need me all that much. but was this really the case? Or did I point this to myself (and especially the other person).

Yet it started to tickle again a while back. I actually wanted a happily ever after, just like everyone (or just like most) a happily ever after, okay some cosiness and warmth on the couch outside the plaid to start with is also good as far as I'm concerned! But where the F you start, you need a plan of action? A battle plan? Or should you just undergo it.

I've never really been a real nightlife, and if I could be found in the local pub, I was very busy with my girlfriends and singing along as hard and false as possible to Paradise by the dashboard light just to name an example. let alone shoot a stranger at such a moment, not call me. Well, that option fell off, when people of the opposite sex shoot me on the street I'm a nerve tendon and I want to go home so fast, so it doesn't work either. Girlfriends of mine had good experiences with Tinder by now and were very excited “jeej we help Natasz to the man.” and before I knew it an account had been created and fingers went left to right. Well by now I had Tinder. This app has been on my phone for 3 months before I started doing something with it at all. Tinder yes. Did I know a lot that this was basically kind of a marketplace for friends with benefits and one night stands. No I soon noticed I wasn't made for this. “and are you already a match, have you dated? These were the standard questions of my girlfriends at school, who gave me so hard. and every week with their 8 eyes, expectedly stared at me “nose there was nothing in between,” I often muttered.

Okay after tinder we tried badoo what did i think? Badoo isn't much better than the well known tinder in a way, but it's let's give it a try. So via badoo you can see how many people like you. that was pretty fast “oh I'm still in the taste” or well what you want to call it then haha. Yet it gave a certain feeling of discomfort, a serious meat inspection is nothing about it, because how do you choose between those 99+ accounts that have indicated you like a person you would like to know a bit more about? Ah this one looks nice. oh this is a married guy and looking for a little extra next to it. yes, so I'm really not. If there are people who put their marriage in that way, they must know it for themselves, of course, but I don't participate in that. Hey and this one then? Oh, who already has 3 kids from a previous relationship (not that that's very bad but he didn't really prefer it) Then I got chatting with a guy who looked pretty okay, had no crazy hobbies (at least he didn't have fish pictures xD) so after a while of chatting the naughty shoes put on and drink some creature. This was quite cozy but I notice that my gut feeling wants to tell me something in every way I can. But yes, it was the standard red flag that raised my head as soon as it got cozy.? No, I don't really think, hmm my finger I couldn't put on it what it was, it was undesirability.? I dunno. Later in the month another drink of orphans, again this was cozy but the feeling remained. what was it then? Until he confessed a few weeks later that he was married, had children and was looking for something to satisfy his addiction, I was sure again, always trust (okay 8/10) on your gut feeling.

After a few more conversations like this (married, engaged, with or without children or just men who wanted an exciting adventure in addition to their relationship) pretty snapped off on the online event, but yes other possibilities weren't really there because Miss RONA came around the corner.

The go-getter in me really wanted to try it, but yes the how and what? Unfortunately, it doesn't come with a standard package haha.

Meanwhile, the meat inspection on tinder and badoo played out a bit and signed up with happn, facebookdating and lexa. Again in the meat inspection level quite high, but I've let go a bit, that's what it is now and otherwise you have to drag yourself into the pub. Lexa is a fun app at the base, but it's a shame they almost require you to take out a paid membership, because you can't do anything. Facebookdating also matches you with people from the far north or from the far south (at least geographically from Amsterdam 2.0 seen than he) Then we came out of the app happn, this is in the base I think the biggest contender! Happn scans the fellow happners in the area and shows people you've encountered there. Should you just see. Does he live above me all this time haha who will say it? Time will tell.

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