Missy argus eyes

@arguseyes · 22 Jan 2023

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Don't quite know how to put it into words.
Still, I will try to put my thoughts into words. In mid-2016 I became visually impaired, fun was different. But there's no point complaining about it like that. So we're not going to do that either. The only thing I've noticed is that I've lost a lot of friends. And people have started to react differently. In the sense of being in a state that no longer counts you in society. But outside. Of course it could be my own feeling. Yet things have changed. When I return to a concert, very unkind comments are made. which cannot be repeated. The bottom line was that I didn't belong there, and if I wanted to go after it. So that others can see it better. because you can't see it anyway. Am so angry and hurt about that. Do not mind. That is easier said than done. Is it meant to make you walk all over you? You know, I really did. More and more it can be small comments until the next incident. I hoped it would blow over on its own. I have given up that hope, because then I better dream on. You know that everyone has such dreams, just like everyone else. From my personal side I can tell you that art is my passion and still is. And refused to give up, which I certainly didn't. Developed with some help towards digital drawing. Which I got better at. Let's face it, nothing beats drawing on paper with a pencil. Now do both, but it doesn't always seem to go anywhere, at least have fun with it. Slowly I got a little more self-confidence and I do more and more independently. Which also convinced me that I can do more than I thought. I think that's a lot of money for a lot of people with disabilities. Maybe with some help, or with certain adjustments or that it takes you a little longer. Who cares, let's face it, we're all human!

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