Visit

In the beginning was visit received a difficult thing.I was tired and had no inspiration at all,a topic of conversation. If the daddy had said to me,”I'm not coming by with the little man,” I would have found it all fine in terms of feeling.

fears,anger andfrustration on topics that I had totally ripped out of context. I wasn't myself,so far it was clear. Everything that happened out there,I did not fully deliberately include in me. In conversations with nursing care I could not hold a red thread at all and “I don't know” were my standard last words behind every sentence.

Madness,total madness caused bychaos andlack of sleep had brought me here. Exhausted until there was no energy left in my soul. Unkempt and neglected! In the end,I put all my energy into the care of the little man. He ate three times a day,took a shower,went to bed on time,went to school on time. And then I tried to do some nice things with him at home. What I had left of energy,I gave him.

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