Cyla

· 07 Jul 2020

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My daily relaxation consists of TV.
I can sit for hours without moving, staring into nothing.
Thinking about what I'm doing, yet to do or will come.
Try to listen to my surroundings and sometimes have a conversation.
“Tully “says the commercial is coming soon.
A not telling film seems to me, yet I decide to watch.
It's about a #vrouw who has everything and runs smoothly until she has her third child.
Oooeehh what a recognition, a lot of recognition.
Saw myself there being depressed with a baby on her lap, just not the help she was offered.
A rich brother hires a night nurse so she can get some rest and get some sleep.
Actually, I'm a little jealous, if only I had it.
Thinking back to how it was and now it is.
My struggle with the head but also my life, because that goes on have other kids.
I did the battle on my own, first ten out in the back, step by step and then super like a rocket ahead.
I got the chance to regain my confidence and felt heard. Very suddenly came what I had always hoped for. The puzzle could start put together for half, did not yet know what was coming or where to start exactly. A lot of thought and knew what I wanted.
I shouted hard enough and then it was there I climbed up to where I am now.
That's the way it was in the movie Tully.
She found the joy of life again and the light went on.
The final score is that little matters, because your family is most important and what you do it for, they are the ones who support you and accept when you see it. This makes you move forward, you have a goal.
Every day another day but you can enjoy where you are now and once were.