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· 21 Sep 2020

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It keeps haunting my head, and I'll contact my other sister and brother, tell me what my daughter has entrusted to me. Also that they want to ask their grandmother, who is incurable ill, if she knew about it. Both don't think that's a good idea, just like me. If someone has to tell the one that happened to it, it's not for us to do that. Some time later, a young man unknown to me asks if he can ask me about his mother, the heart beats in my throat, of course you can ask me something, I will answer honestly. I can't tell him much, I was already married and I didn't live at home when this took place. All I know is that she was in Groningen for a while, and before that in Luxembourg. When I asked her during a visit to me if she was pregnant, she denied it.

We still did not inform mother, afraid that so much trouble would worsen her condition. To make things even more difficult, her boyfriend also has esophageal cancer, at a stage where no cure is possible. Slowly we see a strong strong man descending further and further towards the end of life, on August 25 he dies. Of course Mother's sad.

In October, she was visited by the young man who spoke to me on social media, with his birth certificate showing her daughter's name. They get acquainted and he looks like two drops of water like my late father, no one has to doubt about the origins.

The oesophageal cancer in mother seems to be deteriorating, there are multiple hospitalizations and she can less and less self-treatment. In February, she decided to confront her daughter with the #geheim . But instead of coming out together, this one runs away angry and breaks any kind of contact.