We had plans – to travel the world, to be there for each other, to be #soul -sisters, and everything funny, cringy, and naïve in between.

I #miss you, and no matter how many times you assure me that nothing has changed, we both know that things have changed. You’re here, but your heart is miles away.

Remember that time when we promised each other that we will only go to that museum together? We had planned it so long ago, and we were just waiting for the right moment. And now, you have broken that promise me, and went with him instead. Not fair, but what hurt most was that I found out about it two days later, from your Instagram #Story .

No, I’m not #insecure . I’m hurt and I’m reading the signs. I feel #replaced , and you’re not ready to acknowledge it.

I know, I know, I sound like a terrible friend. I’m not, I’m truly #happy that you’ve found love – or at least half of me is happy. I may have doubts about the boy, but you’ve my blessing.

It’s just that I was your 3 AM #buddy , and now even though I’m not really alone, I still get divided attention and late replies. It’ll do us much better if you didn’t pretend to be listening to me.

Maybe, it’s all in my head, but I’m scared that he will break your heart and I’ll not be there to protect you. I’m scared when he will, you will realize that you’ve lost a friend and you won’t call me.

I just want you to know that I’m not going to let you go. No matter what happens, for better or for worse, I’m here, your best friend in the whole world is going to be there for you, especially, when you feel #abandoned and lost.

I miss you right now. I will continue to miss you, but until you need this #friendship , I’ll take a step back, and be around for you.

With immense #love ,
your high school crime partner.
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To my best friend who has found #love,