Hi Everyone,
I wouldn't actually post here anymore because I'm very sad .
I want to leave that behind here.
I want to tell you my story about the bullying and how I experienced it.

HELP I GET BULLIED
Help I get bullied and I didn't know where to go.
My parents knew and tried to assist me.
School did nothing about it.
Always came home with big bruises.
It was often said that I was different and that started in primary school Group 1.
The teacher is rejecting me because I couldn't come along well.
Then you can check I was a girl of 4 almost 5 years when the bullying started.
My parents didn't know once again that I had ADHD and a way too low IQ, all of which was determined much later by all specialists practitioners.
My first school I was at, there I didn't feel welcome. My parents gave me everything and sometimes I had the most expensive clothes on, but still I didn't belong. I didn't get a lot of kids because they could do much more things than me. When I was in my bed in the evening, tears were running down my cheeks. I just wasn't accepted. Almost 5 years and I was bullied every day.
When an adult parent threatened me that I had to die and I should have been one out of this world, then my parents took me out of school there. Another school was a better solution.
At the new school, in Group 2, I finally came to a class, which was cozy, a very sweet teacher and who also knew how to deal with me. I experienced Group 2 very nice and I was able to be myself that I really liked it. Only in Group 2, it was still a lot of play and I was able to come along just fine at my own pace. Had no problems at last 1 year without any hassle.
I was allowed to go to Group 3 Finally I was allowed to learn to write and read that I was very much looking forward to. Unfortunately, there were a few children in that class who stomped me into the ground. Bruising again and again it was said I was different. In the course of Group 3, I was tested for my IQ and ADHD. It has come out that I have a very low IQ and I have ADHD, which means that I have a hard time concentrating, but before that, I got meds. I should be able to follow primary education, it was said, but I had a very difficult time. A lot of kids got that I was having a hard time and that's where the BULLYING started again. Usually it was during gym that they went to get me. The teachers didn't believe it even though I had reported it often enough. The end of the year of Group 3 came into view. Unfortunately, my parents were told that I had to redo grade 3. So I stayed for 1 year. Got another teacher who was quite strict and I wasn't too happy about that.
It soon became clear that I was not going to save the 2nd year group 3 either. I had a lot of hard time and that was very annoying. It frustrates enormously, I can tell you. That teacher didn't really spend time for me either. I built a wall around me more and more. The bullying continued and in the long run I didn't want to go. Every morning I had to cry when I had to go back to school. According to school, I became unmanageable as soon as my mother left. I was just crying.
My mother was tired of it and he took care of compulsory education. That best man and my Acare doctor I'm with for my ADHD did everything I could to get out of that school and finally got to special education. I think I've been at home for half a year, I really didn't want to go to school anymore. School destroyed me and bullied that I couldn't take it anymore.
In the long run, I found myself even different, but my parents said that I was always a unique child. When I was home, I came to rest and that did me well. My interest in school was completely gone.
Bullying really breaks you well. Many times I thought I had to get away from this dishonest world. I wasn't heard by outsiders and that was really bad. My parents have always supported me. But even now, I often experience that I am insecure and afraid.
If I do things wrong and I stop doing it quite often, it doesn't have to so that NO ONE is bothered by me anymore.
But really where people STOP BULLYING, because that's what breaks everyone.
I still camp with it every day that I experienced this.
I am now in a very good school that helps me well. Every child in my school is self and therefore unique.
My confidence is not quite back after 3 years now. I'm often insecure and don't know what to do with it. Fortunately, I am now in a school that guides me how to deal with that.
I'm just saying to everyone STOP BULLYING because you're doing another lot of sadness with it.
JUST STOP THAT BULLYING because you wouldn't want to be bullied yourself.

I don't know if I'm going to put things on this often. I still read a lot of this, but I'm just trying to explain a little bit of what I've been going through in my life already.

A lot of times it is said, yet I am
And you are you
Especially staying yourself, no matter how difficult it is.
That kind of thing you have to start learning.
I still have to learn a lot of things with my 10 years.
Writing is good for me and I'm proud of that.

You can tell me if you want me to keep writing and continue to post my creations, I am curious about your opinions because I always read them of course.

I have been working on this blog for 3 days now, took me a lot of time and energy to write this.

But really, STOP THE BULLYING, I just want to say that with it. I am one of those many victims, namely.

Lots of love Charlene
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