Only eight weeks to go and it's so far. Then we go #trouwen and we give each other the “Yes “word. It's starting to get close very fast now. With me, the #spanningen lately a bit of blossoming. Preparations are still in full swing. We are reasonably on schedule, but at some points we are still a bit behind the facts. So we are still busy with our #trouwvervoer and take the first steps towards our 'first dance'. For the last few days, I felt a wall of tension around my stomach. Where does this tension come from? Remarkably, I found that my #partner behaved differently and a bit more distant than usual. Is it just me? The doubts are not beginning to strike, are they? Does he still want #trouwen - What? What the hell is this? It makes me so insecure! At the end of the day, the necessary tensions led us to conflict, and perhaps as well. The conflict caused us to expose the buttocks again. My partner indicated that he does not like to be in the center of attention at all. And is that something that comes with a #trouwerij happens. Yes, he certainly thought about that before he proposed to me, but now it came a little close. The idea of dancing an opening dance makes him feel like Spanish at this moment! How compelling and accommodating I am, I tried to reassure him and even suggested simply skipping that whole opening dance. What difference does it make? We just do it our way! Who says we should do an opening dance? My partner would like to push it through. He also finds it at a #bruiloftsfeest and he knows I like it somewhere. Well, okay. On this I tried to reassure him that it might be logical that a wedding day means that you are in the interest for a day and that it might help him if he enjoys being with me and that it is allowed. My best friend added a reassuring message that otherwise we can also use the macarena #dansen - Yes. After all, everyone knows this dance and then the dance floor is so full! Beautiful person is my best friend and how I love her advice haha. Anyway, my #onderbuikgevoel was so good that there was something going on with my partner. Now that our planned dance class is approaching, the tensions are very much on him. Hopefully he gets a little more quiet and he also realizes that he can just enjoy the party and that it's just about having fun. Nothing more and nothing less. On to our first #dansles Just so!

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