11-18-2021... Diagnosis Breast Cancer - Everything Goes By
Is the world busy with 'The Great Reset', which, by the way, worries me more than much, I am working on a small reset at home?. This little reset brings me a lot of peace and harmony. This is contrary to what's going on outside my front door.
Now that I don't get cheenezing (chemo) anymore and only immune therapy, my energy comes back.
Careful, I start to become human again.
And I realize every day how rap the chenezing has turned me into a zombie, while, without downplaying, I feel like I've had the mild side effects. Not that I ever, ever want to experience that chenezing again. As gentle as it has been for me. Because honestly, my body has endured it so terribly fantastic. I'm so grateful for that! Of course I'm not there yet, because I'm still going to be on immune therapy until January 4.
But besides that eternal miserable inner itch, I don't seem to have any side effects of it. That itch is bad enough by the way, let's face it.
Anyway, I'm starting to be human again. My hair grows again. Coupe windhoos I'll say. It's all directions and sometimes very laughable when I look in the mirror. Going to the hairdresser has no use yet, as it is growing very unevenly at the moment. If I still have milimeters in some places, I also have 3 centimeters spots. It is to be hoped that by the time my hair is hairworthy, as an unvaccinated, I can visit my hairdresser as well. Well, who lives, who then cares. Not yet on the subject.
My hair can't grow fast enough for that matter, because that wig, no matter how much fun, is really annoying. Not only because of my hearing aids (what a noise makes such a wig), but also because of the diadem I wear to keep it in place. Pretty much hassle behind my ears 😜 He also itches like crazy. As soon as my hair is slightly presentable, no matter how short, the wig goes off. I can't wait.
But not only the hairs on my ball start to grow, also my mustache 🤣 I just hadn't missed it. But hey, I'm glad I get to pay attention to that again. Too bad my eyebrows don't grow back as hard as the mustache, so do my eyelashes. Have not completely fallen out, but still strongly thinned. And yet I have to epilate my eyebrows. Especially where I don't want hair. No, I'm not complaining. Really not. Even though I have to epilate all day. gladly !!
I'm sure you remember that I've had huge problems with my muscles in my legs. By now I'm a few weeks away and I'm not quite there yet, but I can walk well again. That's handy with shopping 😉 I've done everything I could to get those muscles back to smooth, through a lot of exercise. Don't laugh, but also danced at home. With the increasing turmoil surrounding covid measures, tension increased with me as well. Dancing helps ! Get out of this angry world and away from my treatments and what's to come, like the surgery.
I'm terrified of it. I'm really happy again when I know it's going to be a breast -saving surgery. But of course there's nothing to say about that right now.
Neuropathic phenomena are also less. The tingling in my fingers and toes are no longer palpable all day. They're still there, but it doesn't bother me. The moisture retention does worsen the tingling, but I pay little attention to it. Don't have time. 😂 And. what gives you attention grows. So I don't. Although the itch does demand his attention a lot. But with paracetamol and good lubrication with body lotion, it does make it a little more pleasant. But it does suck my night's sleep. It just wakes me up. Bizarre.
Well, you guys read it already. I'm starting to get back to this earth. I wonder if I really want to. I liked my bubble just fine now that society is slamming apart. Speaking of death.
So I'm just making a new bubble. One that makes me delighted and surrounded by satisfied, caring, and above all tolerant and open-minded people. And when I meditate or give Reiki, many more 'people' come along than those living on Earth. They help me with insights but above all give love. And it gives me confidence.
Once I got a tile from my now deceased girlfriend (who was named after me 😇) Marion.
And I hold on to it.
Because clockwise or clockwise. everything goes by.
except LOVE !!! 💖
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