Another life (4)

Stress, anxiety and tension are still the order of the day. The UWV does not want to give me a contact person, but this makes reintegration even more difficult. Consultation with them turns out not possible. Fine, I'll figure it out myself. But when I get called for a re-examination, I'll throw this at them. It is difficult to figure out, without guidance, how high or low my load capacity is now. Applying with a reservation is not easy. Certainly not at this time.

I don't want to live here anymore. Too much has happened here. Way too much. Recently they were looking for a resident for a rectory. That place is ideal for me and I always wanted to live there. At the time, this was possible for a symbolic amount, provided you wanted to perform some tasks for the church. That's what I was hoping for and wanted to have a conversation. But the 'symbolic' rent per month is now around a thousand euros. Not really symbolic anymore and not feasible for me. In the meantime, I want to refurbish my house and I was looking for a building contractor. 4 contractors approached but I did not even receive any response.

On vacation, when I was allowed, I left my underteeth in the cottage. You'd say you wouldn't forget something like that, would you? No, not normally, but I didn't usually have it in because he was so loose. A cost item of approx. €600, -. I really have to have it in with food. If I have a new one made, I also want the top new one. Muscle white, like, a kind of Hollywood dentition, haha.

Don't sit by the suits, that is again not an option. I recently picked up Yoors after a long time and I'm unpacking a bit, I must say that is not easy. But there's already something gone. Now I suddenly get the idea of advertising on Yoors, I have to think about it. Furthermore I would like to go cycling a bit more, on vacation I did that again and that liked well. But cleaning up is a priority now. A tidy house is a tidy mind. Hopefully next time I'll be able to report some better news, we'll just keep going!