For my baby Rodrigo
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#dedicated I want to start these rules by telling you how much I love you. Yes, I adore you before I meet you. I must confess I can't stop thinking about you for a second. I imagine what your eyes, your little mouth, your hair, your little body will look like? I look forward to seeing you and every second without you at my side seems really eternal. Although I must also confess that I love to feel you inside me while you give me those restless and excited kicks that already show me how naughty and playful you are going to be. And you know what I like most? Your cartwheels. You always give them when I lie quietly in bed and at that moment I feel all of our intense connectedness. A connection that I will try to strengthen with all my strength, every day when you're already in my arms
Ever since the day Dad and I found out you were on the road, our lives have changed completely. I'm not going to deny that sometimes we are afraid (we want to be the best parents in the world and never abandon you), sometimes we get on our nerves when counting the remaining weeks to meet you, but usually we feel a very difficult emotion to describe.
We wanted you with all our might and at the most unexpected moment you arrived. You are a miracle from heaven. Our guardian angel. We've been thinking about your name for weeks, dressed up your room, picking out your clothes? We want everything ready to welcome you into this world that, without any doubt, will be much more beautiful when you are in it!
We are very happy with the thought of the great family that we are going to form. We know we won't be the perfect parents, but we want to be the best for you. We want to convey to you the immense values that your grandparents (they also look forward to meeting you) have passed on to us: generosity, empathy, solidarity, kindness? We want you to know that life is not easy, but we want to teach you that with strength and determination you can overcome any obstacle that comes in your path.
I promise I'll be the best version of myself for you. If you laugh, I will be very happy with your joy and if you cry, I will become a superhero to calm your crying. Now I know what true love is, pure love: it's exactly what I feel for you.
In this letter I would also like to ask for your forgiveness. I know it's early and I anticipate, but on the way to motherhood I will definitely make a mistake more than once. I will lose my patience and make mistakes, so I ask you to forgive me. Maybe you'll also get a strong character like mine and you'll understand me? Sometimes it's hard to control!
Welcome to my life, welcome to my world, welcome home. I wait for you with my arms wrapped in love and tenderness, eagerly to give you all that is in my hand. From now on, you are always my absolute priority. You can always, always count on me, do not hesitate.
Thank you so much for making me so happy from the first minute. Thank you.
I love you, I love you, I love you, my beautiful baby
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