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Rabje
Rabje
· 27 Jan 2022
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That cloud is back...

Almost 3 years on and I can't escape it. The sadness, the raw feeling, the memory and the blow. It comes over me like a cloud. By itself. It gives me tears. Remind me of the pain what the blow did to me. The memory of a person who gave me something precious, but has gone away together with blow. I felt and touched something that I didn't know. Just a little while. For a few months and all of a sudden, in front of me you were gone. I feel left behind with the memory. The fear that it might happen again makes me no longer know how to make love. I want it so badly. But I'm afraid. Afraid to feel the pain again. That I'm really doing this time, what I wanted to do at the time. Now I'm back in that cloud. I didn't ask for it. He just came by. A cloud full of memories and sorrow and pain. Will this be like this every year? It's much better with me, but I think that cloud accepting and letting it pass is the best thing I think. #mourning #vulnerable #love

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Dana
Yes, recognizable. That cloud of sadness that just goes down over you out of nowhere. You want to go on so much, but you don't dare, because the wounds of the past have left too much scar tissue pain. Accept the sadness, the pain, it belongs to you, the... Show more
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