278 Dreams
I dream of happiness, cosiness with all my friends, I dream that everything is going well, I dream that the sun will always shine, I dream of prosperity and possession. I dream a bit and when I wake up in the morning I am already very tired of everything that I assumed for true in those dreams. All to do takes a lot of energy and time.
But you have to have a dream, a purpose in life, well I always thought that until my dream broke apart and I couldn't fit the pieces anymore. If you set a goal, a dream then you have to achieve it because otherwise you have to fail and that makes you insecure again, you are rejected by others. So you have to have a dream goal, a goal you can dream about.
And if that dream does not come true, but also when your dream comes true, you see how much it costs you to keep that dream, that goal upright at the expense of the detriment.