Repulsive
You can take this word in two ways. For example, let's first mention the positive ones. A beautiful sunset or rise can be repulsively beautiful, just like the lambs that frolic through the meadow for a while. A puppy that you meet outside during the walks, repulsively sweet and affectionate. So you can see that repulsive doesn't always have to be terrifying, but can also be complimentful. My nails are dark blue at the moment and a friend of mine thinks that is a repulsive beautifully bold color.
Even the little things that happen in everyday life can make you repulsively happy and cheerful. You have to see those little things and let them get through to you. Open up to it and experience it. You'll see you enjoy it.
Now we're taking the negative way into it. There are a lot of examples of this. βDon't break the mouth open.!'Unfortunately, there is so much repulsive news, that it really doesn't make you good:
Just think about that guy T. who was sleeping on the towpath in Groningen ten days after the murder he committed there. An abhorrent idea, that the police will run into him there, when he is sleeping on a bench and is warned of the danger there on that path, because a murder has been committed here, they also said. Fortunately, this creep was picked up a few weeks later.
Coincidentally, I am working on a concept in which this also comes out. (Don't know if I'll post it on Yoors. Have ever worded something like that in an awareness post.)